The thing is though, this aspect is critically important for my chart, and actually explains quite a bit about me. Or rather didn't read into it much, didn't consider it terribly important, etc. Until a few days ago I largely ignored this aspect. I have mars (cancer, 9th) trine moon (scorpio, 2nd). So I wonder how I'll react if I'm ever abused by a partner.Īlmost forgot to reply to this before I went to bed. I've never been abused in a relationship. I come from a family where women have more than often been the head of the family & have seen mom lash out at dad when she's had enough. Quite contrarily, I see my mom as a strong & independent person. I've everlasting issues with men in my family & the reason is simple 'they're men!'. I blame my dad for dishing it out & mom for accepting thrash. The square makes it obvious that I witnessed domestic conflict as a kid. I can't stand the "touch me not" type of girls, those who don't stand up for themselves, chauvinistic men & submissive/dependent women. It does give a lot of physical & emotional strength. I used to carry a knife as a teenager, learned tae-bo for self defense & was well known as a no nonsense person. I become totally ruthless, listen to no explanation & have a tendency to take to violence. When I do, it often turns into a kill or die situation for me. My moon's in the 8th square mars in the 11th. Maybe the reason stands also in the position of the Moon in 12th house.as I read somewhere, it indicates early loss of mother and my mother was a Pisces. My Mars governates my 8th house so it is like a Pluto were conjunct to my Moon (in some way). It is like you had a Moon in Scorpio or Aries. It can bring also a little of aggressivitiy. On the other hand, as it is in Virgo (Mercurian sign), I noted also that I am to nervous sometimes and try to calculate every step or, opposite, do something in a haste, too implusive, expecially when I am angry on someone. It also brings a lot of physical and emotional strenght (I was good in sports), strong emotions, courage. I think it indicates a strong mother, a ''worrior'', very courageus. It is an interesting position and difficult to understand. I have a conjunction beetween Moon-Mars in Virgo in 12th house. I should also add that I used to be quite assertive up until my 15th birthday, or so, when I got depressed and started losing confidence, mostly because of being bullied. I also have Moon-Mars-Jupiter trine Black Moon, and I also got this free reading from clairvision that said people with aspects between BML and Mars might be more driven to analyze themselves, and in so doing, might totally lose their Mars drive to the "shadow".whatever that means. Or that if I show my true competitive spirt, I will invite more enemies/competitors than friends. I mean, I am scared that if I really go for what I want everybody will rally against me, or something. Well not so much that I am not aware of my competitiveness, more like I don't feel capable of owning it. I suppose it's because of the link to the Moon, which also deals with the subconscious, so Mars may get "drowned" somewhere, and I think that's true for me. One intriguing thing I read about this aspect was that people who have it may not be aware of their own competitiveness. I have read just about any site description of the Moon-Mars conjunction I could find, including exercpts from google books. I've also read that Moon-Mars aspects can transtale into "conflicts with women", or becomming a woman of power, yourself.which I would really like to be. Then, if she says something encouraging, I get an instant energy boost. Not just that, but, more specifically, if I feel like my mother(Moon) doesn't support me or love me, I basically have no faith in myself. I also read various interpretations that said Moon-Mars contacts make a person very emotional(so true, in my case), but also that it basically ties one's energy level, stamina, assertiveness(Mars) to their emotional moods(Moon), which, sadly, I have also found to be true. I was wondering if any of you who have Moon-Mars aspects have this issue(women, I mean), and if you find that to be true. I have a very tight Moon-Mars conjunction(well, I have Moon, Mars, and Jupiter, all in 0 degree Gemini, square Mercury at 3 degree Pisces, and North Node, at 4 degree Pisces) and I have read that in a woman's chart, it means the "male side" of her subconscious dominates, so it makes it difficult for her to relate to men.
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